People In a Mathematical Sense

Pretentious: Having or creating a deceptive outer appearance of great worth.

 

As much as I don’t like to talk about myself, I consider myself to be intuitive, observant, analytical and a keen listener. It’s the introvert in me. Just like basic maths; 2+2 = 4. Or in my world; Liability + Capital = Asset. People, on the other hand are the same; Maths/Formula. They are predictable as those storms you expect between May – November. If the world could produce more actors just by people being pretentious, then we would have a host of actors and actresses. People display this facade when you meet them, they want to be the perfect Mr and Mrs. Jones. What some people don’t understand is that, there are people like me, who dig deeper than the surface to comprehend everything in life. I hate anything frivolous. So the moment they open their mouths to show their pearly white teeth, I can actually see the stains protruding.

Some people are so pretentious and such liars, that they become predictable. I’ve had the repetitive conversations with some people, that after a while, if they could talk in their sleep, I would be right there to predict what they would say next. After a while you’ve heard so much, that in your head they have become monotonous and invisible. They even get worse than bad sex.

I can’t fathom why people have to get some affirmation in order to breathe; if someone doesn’t tell you that you are beautiful, chances are you’ll never see it. If someone doesn’t say good job, then you assume that you didn’t do well. I say go place an order of some self-esteem. People hide their sense of self, until it deteriorates, and that’s, in essence, why people put on a facade, so that they can feel perfect in others’ presence . They build the perfection ladder while forgetting what “life” is all about.

Life:

You live

Fuck up

Tumble down

Hate

Get heartbroken

Grow

It also has a moving on factor, I implore you to take it up.

Side Note; People don’t want to be criticized by society. People rarely admit that they are wrong (a fuck up). People always want to be right and do the right thing.  But life keeps you in check. My thing is, why lie? Why pretend, when people will eventually find out? In life you have to analyze information, separate the truth from the lie. If you fail to do so, people will take you on a never-ending journey and you could pray to God that you will come(cum). But you never will. I always say; people, who lie/pretend, will eventually crack. One day someone like me will be there to watch you crumble, because you desist from being truthful from the beginning. Anything started with a lie, ends as such. Just like most Marriages/relationships

In this day and age, do not let people of such caliber, takes up space in your mind. They will drive you insane, because when you sincerely want to help another with their problems, they bring you to this point, yes they will even “shed tears” (cow bawling/crocodile tears) to convince you that they are hurting. They tell you how they feel, and what they want to do about the situation and in the end, it was a sham. Predictable much?  Kind of like a lottery scam.

The more you hide yourself, from yourself, the more invisible you become – Grace Aitcheson

Live, love, learn and Grow

Peace

Grace Aitcheson